
“… when I see your eyes…”

Bored, so that I sketch my own photo on the bed.
To loose, to have. To let it go, to get it back. To be sad, to be cheerful.
Life is always such a coin. It has two sides of its. But that’s the hardest time when you start loving something, then you have to let it go.
And that is how life called, when all the thing that happen to you, not always as bad as you think. You just have to mean it, that you can’t love something lustly, too much, and too bad.
Because the too much thing never been good.
Maybe this sounds hyperword or anything. I just have lost my cellphone today. I didn’t even care about the cellphone. I just really blamed my self for not being careful. And for not following my last intuition.
And also I blamed my self for always loosing anything that I have just started to love it, to keep it, and to mean it….
This ^ is super fun LOL. (You can’t see it on your dashboards!)
“Wake me up from this nightmare, please,” she murmured.
In the other hand, he looked so toughed and unbeatable, he pretended like there were nothing happened.
That was in 2005 and 2007. I never thought that it would be happened in 2009, again.
There was no nightmare, nor even being tough and unbeatable.
Such a… something that you would never ever want or think about. Seems like you got an immediate school-exam, you couldn’t even avoid it.
I took it as the most expensive lesson for getting a self-sacrifice, letting the most treasure thing in your life gone, and flew away…
Everything was okay, either my feeling with her.

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